Red Velvet

Restless. Like never before. Stoned and wide awake. I just can not seem to focus. Your room is so dark and you have shown me what it is like to be a kid. Collecting meaningless items and throwing them into the back of your closet. Revealed to only be lost again. Red velvet pants and my red sued jacket go well together. But it was so hot that day. We were so crazy. You told me that you loved me and I could not say it back. I was so lost in my own past that I could not see your beauty. Minutes and days have gone by - still I wonder how you are. You once told me that you could not compete with a ghost. I was so lame. I know I don't matter much anymore, but I want you to know that I always cared and wondered what if? Maybe I was supposed to set you free. Maybe it was all for you. Maybe I did you a favor. Can you hold me up high for this? I wonder if one day I will create an impression of him for you.