THe space between Us

No matter how hard I try I can't seem to make the pieces fit together. My head is spinning. I am trying so desperately to make out the image before me. I've been on this quest for a long time. It seems to not have an end. Once I thought I saw the end but it was just a mirage. Showing me a place to keep promises only to be let down again. The almond in your eye with light mustard startles me. The light freckle that waits patiently for more. I have one too, can you remember? There once was an elephant.......She could make you laugh for hours and days even. Once you fed me but I never came back. I'm sorry.