Tranquil in slumber

Smiles of you flutter past my soul.
Remembering thoughts of yesterday.
Subtle thoughtfulness - breaking the ice between two people.
Must I be so incomplete?
What was it that they say?...You can only complete yourself...
I do believe in the possibilities of a soul mate.
The illusion of this brings comfort to my ear.

Tenderly you stroke my hair without a thought.
You tell me all that you can fit into a single night.
I have fallen asleep with my face pressed against your chest...listening to your heart beating...tapping the small of your back; keeping up with the rhythm of your heart.

Keep talking to me...please.

Learning to live...

Breaking and mending...
Coming together and falling apart...
Decoding and coding...
Faster then slower...
Picking up the pieces then putting them down again...
Freaking out and then calm again...
Stopping and standing then running faster than ever...
Understanding completely and still being completely confused...
Spinning then stopping just to see this pass me by over and over and over again...
Wanting to know all the answers but still wanting to be so naive...

Sound familiar?

Always wondering what it is that I really want - Not understanding what clarity there might already be.

Sun dance and sun break...breaking away from what is lingering...Pardon the distance...free your spirit...smile at me...and kiss me good---night. Brush away sleepless dreams and follow me into the woods...It is there where we will play forever.

Fade away

Poisoned and thoughtless - you break the change in me.
Freezing and thawing to control the urge to breathe.
Passion is slipping away from your grasp.

fade away...fade away...fade away from me my friend...just fade.

I take the lesson learned so that I can understand what I might be feeling - right now.
Distance has become my friend to me my friend.
Bleeding on the inside so that nobody knows.
Distracted by the weather to ease my mind.

fade away...fade away...fade away from me my friend...just fade.

Piercing me with your cold eyes - you'd rather be left alone.
Piercing me with your maddened stick.
Facing this so left alone...alone.

fade away...fade away...fade away from me my friend...just fade.

Delivering my cold embellished love.
Considering all my faults and brushing away your hidden agendas.
Silencing forever the trust that I might of had.

fade away...fade away...fade away from me my friend...just fade.

Gone forever...gone forever...gone away from me.